Right now..
It's one of those times
you realise, you shouldn't have dived
into this unknown deep sea..
Maybe, just maybe
you should have looked at what
you're putting yourself into,
before doing so..
Now you are drowning in the sea..
You've had this feeling before,
but then you knew where you were
and what you were doing
It was not a mistake..
but now this is..
a terrible mistake..
You don't understand
how silly you could have possibly been,
to think that this sea was giving you happiness
All you know now,
is that it's suffocating you..
You are gasping for breath..
Trying to call out for help..
All in vain..
You are crying,
but no one can see your tears in the water..
You can't take it any more,
You wish you could just get over with all this suffering
and Die..
You are going deeper and deeper..
It's getting darker and darker..
Not a single soul in sight..
You're alone in the dark..
But now, you aren't struggling
You cant' move at all
and so, you have let go
of all effort..
You are now going with the flow of the sea,
The occasional currents sway you around,
but it doesn't matter to you..
There cannot be death after death..
Once you've reached the ends of pain and suffering,
And crossed it,
There is nothing left that can tear you apart..
Just when you think this is the end,
You realise this is just the beginning..
You are slowly starting to float..
Even if you are all alone and have lost all hope,
The sea wishes to see you alive..
She rises you, higher and higher..
Yes, you can see the ray of light,
The beautiful ray of light, shining into the water..
It holds your hands with love..
You feel the warmth,
and experience something
you have never experienced before..
The happiness of rejuvenation..of Rebirth..
It pulls you out to a new Life...
A new beginning..
And a happy little baby is born..
